Advanced Happy Hollowhim...

It's been three years already.. Since my last post. I never imagined it has been this long.. Time does fly! So does memories of both good and bad. Never had the chance to write in my blog since yesteryear! Hmmmm.. Probably was too busy with myself being happy, self indulging with the simple pleasures of life. and for whatever fun reason it maybe and what not..

Sooooooooooo.. I'll be blunt, I read my last post from 2011! and Viola! Oooooo Love.. I mean who doesn't want to be in love? It's the best thing that ever happened to me. YES, Happened.. as in the past tense of happen.

Since, from my perspective we are no longer a couple. No hard feelings on my behalf. (written half heartedly.) Albeit, I would rather not talk about the details. Nor divulge any vivid visions of a quasi dramatic ending of what could have been....

I stumbled upon a video on the internet. I'll give you a rundown.. It conveys.. That people start from strangers. Until they become friends.. Some people just stay friends. Poor guys got caught in the Friendzone. (The friendzone not part of the story).

But for some.. they become more than friends.. Grow fond of each other.. Lovers.. The sad part though is that in this particular video.. they ended up being strangers again. Oooooh.. A profound truth about love found.. and love lost.

To live and to love... Is to withstand everything it throws at you. Amidst, all that has happened. I never held a grudge. Hatred? I abhor such feeling. I harbor no Ill will. Neither should I bask in self pity.. Hopefully.....

I only seek for her happiness. I try to recall how.. where.. when.. why.. did we come to take such choices that would completely change what we once had. I can now only reminisce about the better days.. Picking up the pieces of the past to relive once more.... in mind and heart..

Nothing feels the same. A gray area of my life. Consumed by sadness, under a facade of smile..

A page torn from a fairy tale book...... My BOOK......

Love has got my world spinnin' round.

So... As of today and  for the last few days that I woke up.. All i can think about is love. and her. <3 Ahahaha! In fact my FB account is a living testament of my feelings for her. I know at times it's a bit eccentric.

To show your feelings for someone in a day to day basis. but to be honest, The days that passes without her by my side, seems like forever. and yet, when we are together, every second of every moment feels so heavenly, as if 'twas a fleeting glimpse of Eternity.

I think I've been obsessing about love lately... Seriously! hahaha! :))
Then it hit me.. A question that i have been wanting to know... Are we the ones who are more complicated when it comes to love or is it the other way around??

Hate to tell this but.... I always thought girls are more complicated when it comes to love. They have so many cravings, wants, demands, this and that. While guys often times just want to be with her. Well that's true for some guys, going in 4 months within the relationship.

Then the inevitable happens. Loss of interest, Getting bored of the things you do when you are together. Sudden changes of feelings. Occasional Altercations. Leads to more misunderstanding and mistrust. Then you just got fed up of all the BS that's been happening. You Just QUIT. End of story. Not so simple is it?

Which is in contrast with how girls perceive love and being in a relationship, as a whole. I admit, my outlook with girls, is that they are complicated. I actually think, I stand corrected. It's true they crave, demand, and do things that are unnecessary. but it's just their way of showing that they want to be with you.

Girls just want to be noticed. Loved. Taken care of. They just want someone. NO, Actually a partner. A person who could actually be there for them for the rest of their life, In layman's term. A husband. It's that Simple.

I have misunderstood girls for quite a while. Thanks for my friend for Enlightening me. :))
One more thing.  Has love become such a cliché? Or is it just being misused by people who misinterpret Infatuation with Love.

Stay IN love people!! <3 <3 <3

How long was i away from the internet?

You are probably intrigued or curious as to why this is the title of my newest blog?? Well, i have been missing out on many things in the cyber world... Always out doing things. This and that.. Helping out a bit in house duties. I have been doing well in the so called "REAL" world., So it comes to mind.. The web or to be more exact social networking sites per se can't be called the real world, but to some people.... It is already their world.

So I ask myself, Why do people like me..consume so much time on the internet? Why do I always want to visit social networking sites, blogs, and games. For me I only spend a few hours on social networking sites...... Okay! I admit.. I spend a lot of time on facebook! Hahaha!

For me blogging is a little obscure.

Among those three that I have mentioned. A lot of my time goes to games. Honestly, Online games? It has always been my achilles' heel. I always try my best to avoid and lessen my urges when it comes to Online gaming. For many years I tried, So much effort, But to no avail. I can only do so much.. I always find myself back to square one.

Can i actually stop myself from going online? What exactly can i do during my idle time? To tell you the truth I usually want to check my blog and my facebook account. Whenever i have time to spare.. Can I actually change my mindset when it comes to this particular subject? If i was to answer my question., I might say that at this juncture it is kind of vague.

I still have so many questions in mind... Why do i crave the internet? Why do i love to go online and check on my facebook? I know its like a routine by now... Same things over and over again., but why am i not satisfied? why do i keep coming back? why do i keep on craving for more... I find it quite fascinating...

How about you? Are you like me when it comes to matters like these?

My Very First Blog After a Long Time! :D

So here i was.., browsing my facebook as usual when im not doing anything., which is most of the time., i accidentally stumble upon my friendster which i haven't been able to visit for like ages..

Eager to see what has been going on with my friendster account., I noticed something in my profile., Yeah! That's right! I tried to blog from way back when.. Hahahaha! I think that was in college during my third year. Eager to see what i blogged., I immediately clicked the link which obviously redirected mo to the site.

As i was reading it., I can't help but laugh at what i wrote.. It was about ash wednesday. But, i was able to share a bit of my school life every wednesday.. Suddenly it hit me.. Damn.. I miss being a student. Even though i hated school so much because of projects, exams, quizzes, and the dreaded thesis..

I couldn't help but reminisce the good times i had in school.. The teachers, My classmates, My Buddies! Who made my school life worth remembering.. From the usual "Asaran" during break time. To serious matters like our thesis, this are memories that would always be with me..

After reminiscing with my school life., I felt an urge to blog again. I can't explain why.. But i think i just had to write.. I felt compelled to write what was on my mind. Things that i missed. Things that i almost forgot from the past. Things that i could probably never do again. But life goes on..

Life is what you make it. So make the most out of it. There was nothing i regret doing during my student days, whether it may have been a wrong decision or not. This is an excerpt from the Movie Fast and the Furious: Toky Drift. Han Said: "Life's simple, you make choices and you don't look back." Which is true! In many ways! I may have done things that are considered wrong as i was growing up.. All people mature.. and so do I.. But, Hey! I still have a lot of pages in my life left blank and it's up to me to fill those empty pages with  no regrets.. Just good memories!

With this in mind i bid adieu! :))