Thursday, January 27, 2011

How long was i away from the internet?

You are probably intrigued or curious as to why this is the title of my newest blog?? Well, i have been missing out on many things in the cyber world... Always out doing things. This and that.. Helping out a bit in house duties. I have been doing well in the so called "REAL" world., So it comes to mind.. The web or to be more exact social networking sites per se can't be called the real world, but to some people.... It is already their world.

So I ask myself, Why do people like me..consume so much time on the internet? Why do I always want to visit social networking sites, blogs, and games. For me I only spend a few hours on social networking sites...... Okay! I admit.. I spend a lot of time on facebook! Hahaha!
For me blogging is a little obscure.

Among those three that I have mentioned. A lot of my time goes to games. Honestly, Online games? It has always been my achilles' heel. I always try my best to avoid and lessen my urges when it comes to Online gaming. For many years I tried, So much effort, But to no avail. I can only do so much.. I always find myself back to square one.

Can i actually stop myself from going online? What exactly can i do during my idle time? To tell you the truth I usually want to check my blog and my facebook account. Whenever i have time to spare.. Can I actually change my mindset when it comes to this particular subject? If i was to answer my question., I might say that at this juncture it is kind of vague.

I still have so many questions in mind... Why do i crave the internet? Why do i love to go online and check on my facebook? I know its like a routine by now... Same things over and over again., but why am i not satisfied? why do i keep coming back? why do i keep on craving for more... I find it quite fascinating...

How about you? Are you like me when it comes to matters like these?



Monday, January 17, 2011

My Very First Blog After a Long Time! :D

So here i was.., browsing my facebook as usual when im not doing anything., which is most of the time., i accidentally stumble upon my friendster which i haven't been able to visit for like ages..

Eager to see what has been going on with my friendster account., I noticed something in my profile., Yeah! That's right! I tried to blog from way back when.. Hahahaha! I think that was in college during my third year. Eager to see what i blogged., I immediately clicked the link which obviously redirected mo to the site.

As i was reading it., I can't help but laugh at what i wrote.. It was about ash wednesday. But, i was able to share a bit of my school life every wednesday.. Suddenly it hit me.. Damn.. I miss being a student. Even though i hated school so much because of projects, exams, quizzes, and the dreaded thesis..

I couldn't help but reminisce the good times i had in school.. The teachers, My classmates, My Buddies! Who made my school life worth remembering.. From the usual "Asaran" during break time. To serious matters like our thesis, this are memories that would always be with me..

After reminiscing with my school life., I felt an urge to blog again. I can't explain why.. But i think i just had to write.. I felt compelled to write what was on my mind. Things that i missed. Things that i almost forgot from the past. Things that i could probably never do again. But life goes on..

Life is what you make it. So make the most out of it. There was nothing i regret doing during my student days, whether it may have been a wrong decision or not. This is an excerpt from the Movie Fast and the Furious: Toky Drift. Han Said: "Life's simple, you make choices and you don't look back." Which is true! In many ways! I may have done things that are considered wrong as i was growing up.. All people mature.. and so do I.. But, Hey! I still have a lot of pages in my life left blank and it's up to me to fill those empty pages with  no regrets.. Just good memories!

With this in mind i bid adieu! :))